2009-02-26
they say the soul-snatcher's coming
college gives you tools to use in life.
university forces you to manufacture your own tools.
it's okay though. people are still self-absorbed spoiled jerks & bitchezz... i'm trying to hate it less. i like learning. i've tasted the kill. gotta kill again.
i spend so much time with dave at our house. i'm so glad his parents are away for a long time. it's -our- house. -i- do the dishes. -i- do the laundry. -i- clean the bathroom. & -i- love it. i can make it my home even though it's not.
i want my own place so bad again. to make it what i want. to make a little nest of serenity.
with my boy.
of course.
with my joy.
i'm a little isolated though. i don't see many other people. ainslie? where are you? who are you? why don't we relate anymore? why can't you grow up and understand$$$$()*ZYO*&GLJKHT? jj.... just find yourself. or your damn phone. so i can access you. i want to access your filezz. leia? megan? anna?!?
i have very few friends outside of work and dave.
a little burned out from skiing right now. it's been a nice week and a half break. my legs will be ready sunday. bikes bikes bikes.
i'm about to drop either 1600$ or 2100$. i can't decide which i want.
ruby expert? roubaix expert SL?
to all: i miss you.
to my past self: i'm glad i'm leaving you.
to my parents: we need to cut the cord. mutually this time.
i'm beginning to like where my life is going. clearer picture of where i can make it go.
kiddo18 at 2:34 p.m.